How you fall from...High

How you fall from …high?

1. you cant stay in one place;
2. time is stretching endlessly
3. you draw vivid pictures in your mind of insanity
4. you miss something and nothing can complete this emptiness
5. you are anxious and moving from room to another
6. you love thinking about impossible realities.
7. you become split in two different personalities.

So happily you are falling. 

nina nour *

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Your galaxy

Your galaxy so deep and vast

And dark, stretched far away

Connects through the time

With my little galaxy,

You swallowed my stars,

My milky way, all my past moons,

All my present planets,

Now I`m so safe within

Your perfect magical space –

Stars stomach. 

nina nour *

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Looking at my lotus flower

You were looking at the lotus flower

In my hair, so dreamily,

We were flying as children

On the wings of time and ignorance,

Smell of loneliness, of space and freedom.

Silence and lotus white blossom,

You are piercingly looking at me,

As if I m a star, a book, a planet

That you are willing to discover.

You looked down innocently,

When our eyes met in a mystical ray

Of azurite light.

Light from the future. 

nina nour *

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Falling in Inspiration

Why I fell in…inspiration?

What causes this deep soulful touch?

My plaited hair, my forbidden coffee,

My green cotton dress, my world?

My fears, my thoughts and tears?

No, that’s just you – my mind loves

To soar in your forbidden city –

Azurite, golden and blue

I dwell here aside in my garden,

But my freedom is with you. 

nina nour *

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Surrounded by

Surrounded by mystical stones,

By my rose quartz friends,

My drafts and my old drawings,

Black and white fading photographs,

My angels and my broken dolls

I was far away from your cold presence

Unaware of your existence in blue,

I tasted the freedom of loneliness –

Now you are coming – sudden tremble,

Your face with loud quietness

Moved the many layers of time

You came just today to draw out my shadow. 

nina nour *

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Green Hiding

As if our souls agreed to meet

There in the mountains high

On the top of eternal pines

With magical silence

Listening to ghostly whispers,

Breathing from horizons

Serenity and blue hawk,

Our time dissolved to

Nothingness and hiding

Into the green adoration,

Stay here, my brother. 

nina nour * 

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Blue hiding

This time I`m so open and hiding

But I cant hide my glittering eyes,

This time you were so honest,

So much truth in your stories,

Your looks are still hiding  –

But you cant hide your burning arms.

We are trilogy of true presence of  the past,

True melancholy in our laugh,

True mystery in our belonging.

Your arms were open

But I didn’t hold you,

I was dying in my longing for you

Without sound, hopeless happiness

Just to be here and see your eyes.

Then to be forsaken to another world

Where I could hide for ages in my mystical cave. 

nina nour *

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Blue and Golden

Blue and golden are your colors

Of science, wisdom, warrior of mountains,

You loved the flight of the hawk

Roaming with open wings,

Followed by your hungry eyes.

Blue and golden – wisdom, strength

Royalty, deep thoughts, imagination

Mystical power, longing… but love?

This word is forbidden for you now. 

Blue is your hidden reality,

Your home, presence and words

Your calming voice, your speech

Are in dark shining blue, 

Encircling me with safe light

So long I was searching that

Nothingness, that peace, 

Disappearance of time with you

in my eyes you see our embrace –

golden memory from future space. 

nina nour * 

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Azurite (4)

Azurite, please tell me

Your real name,

You seem so open to me

But sill I feel you re hiding

So many secrets

Beneath your strong surface

Your eyes are fiery burning,

Or just I draw it so in my mind

Your embrace is so cold and so hot too,

Like a volcano erupting to sky,

(or am I just vulnerable poetess,

draw that fantasy in my mind?)

Are you so cold, or deep fire is

Flooding beneath the cold rocks.

Azurite, come again, reveal your shine! 

nina nour * 

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Azurite (3)

The day is stretching long

Like an endless metro line,

I traveled to you yesterday

Today again alone

Behind the mirror

Under blankets,

Covered with little emptiness

With cotton of longing,

With sweet desire for

Something unknown –

The river of life is flowing

To the north,

But why I still walk to south

Again and again I return

To find my hidden sound of Self. 

nina nour *

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Azurite (2)

Eating figs here

Sweet day dreaming clouds

Wind in my garden of longing

Lonesome afternoons

One by one fruits melting

In my mouth,

Thinking of your look

I devote to broken memories

Pieces of past mirrors,

I see you there you exist still

So I have a happy smile –

But here I`m just collector

Of my own dreams.

Wind bells are singing 

Outside in balcony. 

nina nour *

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Azurite (1)

I sat by this river

Just day before yesterday

My thoughts drifting

Like a silvery thin smoke up

To the green covered hills

Of the mountains

I was not alone,

the silence in the air

Signified your purity

And your puzzled face

Your smile, your looks

All that so quiet

Reflects me now loudly. 

the time was

So vast stretched to

Nothingness. 

 with your eyes

Sparkling in my sight. 

Here in my misty room

time is frozen and still

time has turned to longing

for white forbidden skies,

for your gentle fingers,

melting on my blushed cheeks.

We belong to reality beyond horizon. 

nina nour *

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