Blue hiding

This time I`m so open and hiding

But I cant hide my glittering eyes,

This time you were so honest,

So much truth in your stories,

Your looks are still hiding  –

But you cant hide your burning arms.

We are trilogy of true presence of  the past,

True melancholy in our laugh,

True mystery in our belonging.

Your arms were open

But I didn’t hold you,

I was dying in my longing for you

Without sound, hopeless happiness

Just to be here and see your eyes.

Then to be forsaken to another world

Where I could hide for ages in my mystical cave. 

nina nour *

-  1 au  -

Blue and Golden

Blue and golden are your colors

Of science, wisdom, warrior of mountains,

You loved the flight of the hawk

Roaming with open wings,

Followed by your hungry eyes.

Blue and golden – wisdom, strength

Royalty, deep thoughts, imagination

Mystical power, longing… but love?

This word is forbidden for you now. 

Blue is your hidden reality,

Your home, presence and words

Your calming voice, your speech

Are in dark shining blue, 

Encircling me with safe light

So long I was searching that

Nothingness, that peace, 

Disappearance of time with you

in my eyes you see our embrace –

golden memory from future space. 

nina nour * 

-  1 au  -

Azurite (4)

Azurite, please tell me

Your real name,

You seem so open to me

But sill I feel you re hiding

So many secrets

Beneath your strong surface

Your eyes are fiery burning,

Or just I draw it so in my mind

Your embrace is so cold and so hot too,

Like a volcano erupting to sky,

(or am I just vulnerable poetess,

draw that fantasy in my mind?)

Are you so cold, or deep fire is

Flooding beneath the cold rocks.

Azurite, come again, reveal your shine! 

nina nour * 

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Azurite (3)

The day is stretching long

Like an endless metro line,

I traveled to you yesterday

Today again alone

Behind the mirror

Under blankets,

Covered with little emptiness

With cotton of longing,

With sweet desire for

Something unknown –

The river of life is flowing

To the north,

But why I still walk to south

Again and again I return

To find my hidden sound of Self. 

nina nour *

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Azurite (2)

Eating figs here

Sweet day dreaming clouds

Wind in my garden of longing

Lonesome afternoons

One by one fruits melting

In my mouth,

Thinking of your look

I devote to broken memories

Pieces of past mirrors,

I see you there you exist still

So I have a happy smile –

But here I`m just collector

Of my own dreams.

Wind bells are singing 

Outside in balcony. 

nina nour *

-  1au - 

Azurite (1)

I sat by this river

Just day before yesterday

My thoughts drifting

Like a silvery thin smoke up

To the green covered hills

Of the mountains

I was not alone,

the silence in the air

Signified your purity

And your puzzled face

Your smile, your looks

All that so quiet

Reflects me now loudly. 

the time was

So vast stretched to

Nothingness. 

 with your eyes

Sparkling in my sight. 

Here in my misty room

time is frozen and still

time has turned to longing

for white forbidden skies,

for your gentle fingers,

melting on my blushed cheeks.

We belong to reality beyond horizon. 

nina nour *

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