Autumn thoughts 3

In my soul there is a cloud

Sometimes light gray, blue

Green, white opal color,

Changing its form inside

So my outer forms changes

full of deep sadness and rain

collecting water from rivers

around, lakes

sometimes this cloud so full

covered with moon sparkles

bursts in tears …

and drops cool autumn rain

on my red wounded heart-leaf. 

n.nour *

نینا

Autumn thoughts II

I don’t want you in my life,

Strange soul of hedgehog

Your needles were too long

Hurting my inner child,

I don’t want your wisdom

your faith, your strength

What they are for me,

If i`m not loved? 

The coldness

Of you steel reflecting eyes,

No compassion, even when

My heart cries, no emotion

Just deep hidden fire of pain.

I wont be ever your slave...

All I want now is freedom. 

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Autumn thoughts I

Now days stretch slowly, long

Under autumn sky of rain

Our thoughts are trapped

As bees so diligent

In the hive of waking emotions.

The clouds swim gracefully

Dressed in light gray robes

Their wide long sleeves

Touching the sky and my face

Autumn clouds are priests

Whispering the truth for the world,

Do we really exist? 

Will our reflection remain?

Where our shadows move after?

We are children of God,

With lost innocence,

Wandering, expelled from the

Heaven and earth...

Our last hope is Love. 

n.nour *

Materials

We are not made of clay, nor of dust

You are from marble, strong

Standing the winds of time,

Cold, harsh, proud, glistening

In the dark shades, covered

With ancient grass, standing alone

Admired for your unchanged beauty.

I`m made of amber,

Soft, reflecting peaceful light,

Containing all memories 

Inside my transparent skin –

They are seen as insects and flowers.

I`m made of light and forgiveness,

Still shy, thoughtful, deep,

Turning to passing days

My world is now eternity.

You are made of timeless pain,

Your eyes remember every sight

Of earth, you wont forget

But your heart is now marble.

And your smile is carved so

Carefully, smile of the past love,

Remaining still, frozen in space.

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Raindrop souls

We are raindrop souls

Cool, thoughtful, falling

Straight down to earth

To our end,

Endlessly sleeping

Curious whispering,

Sometimes loving or flying,

We are so close in the sky

Singing symphony of clouds;

Each drop has unique face

Structure, color, voice, mind,

We are alone, together falling.

Until some rain souls

Just frozen in the air remain,

and broke up their sacred way. 

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Hiding heart

My heart is not lost,

It was just hiding

Inside jeweled box,

Which was inside

Another crystal box,

Inside another box

From amber stone,

Inside another little

Tiny little box of

Amethyst …

As my heart was missed

Here on this side,

Even so it shrank so much

To let myself hide too;

Until the storm outside

Passes by. 

n.nour *