Existence

In the existence of time, breath of time, your fingers, arms, stretching to me...
your fingers touching my face, blindly...slowly..I`m made from special glass, you say,
you never can touch me inside...but you see inside me..you telling me :your thoughts are transparent, your skin is so thin, i can see the clouds in your head, remember Magritte? I can see the milk in you, the life, the tears, i see your body from inside...
can you feel all this space ? it `s so huge, out of the time...
can you feel my injuries, blood, organs, bones...
can u feel my time, creeping slowly from me.
without even words, the silence between our times
is enough
remember the head of the death woman,
my century? death from stones, open eyes
she was death even before...
this woman could be me, this woman Is me
under the stone pile,
some red strips of blood on her head...
is that me? this is decor ,but for real
theater of our actions, just I don`t see
where is the word : H U M A N
out of time

My waves

Lonely waves

come into the shore

of soul,

neglected,

abandoned

forbidden fruit

of the heart -

heart with the

shape of strawberry,

heart of loneliness

my waves striving

just to You,

to your

lonely shores

dark dusk around

no stars

just sound of your

waves,

in color of blood

your blood

on me,

My body is

sacrificed

into your waves

your endless sea

of pain                                               

your endless hug

reaching back to me                     

again and

again and

again....

emptiness

eternity,

Holiness

My Ocean 3

Deep blue ocean

with dazzling fishes

they smile to me

they make me swim

be hypnotized

be taken away

Its not dream

this place still

exist,

my warm ocean

my escape,

no island,

no earth near

I swim until

i get tired

and go down,

fall down slowly

to the bottom..

i rest,watching

the clouds above me

they have form

of the continents

They miss me too

I`m here

swimming, taking

my breath carefully

then I`ll fall

all water will come

in my lungs

I`ll dive deeper

i`ll see ocean

galaxies,

ocean stars

sparkling, in darkness

I turn into fish

with orange

yellow sliding

skin

i wont go to air

it hurts...

My Ocean 2

You are the sea
I swim inside you
like a fish,
golden sparkles
above me,
deep blue waves
inside water
How I feel like
fish?
as if i`m in the
stomach of big
fish
which is You,
the sea, wet
amazing,
shining...
bubbles sound
No other fishes
except me
I`m flying
swimming
feeling just calming
water                                      
How to forget
the pain of
the air outside...
I`ve tasted it
enough
My fish eyes
used to the wet
dark blue of you.

My Ocean 1

I am the fish,

the one who

swim in the red sea

I`m the first and the last

The one who

my Beloved

catches with

his hands

the one who many

wanted,

he touched my

scaly salty skin

He tasted me

he came inside me

like water.


* Fish like Christian Symbol
* Beloved
* water

My Wind 2

My wind,

were you

in my fingers,

my hair,

sorrowful

moving slowly

all my words

are gone

i have no

words inside

my tongue

dont exist

I sink into

eternal

silence

of the dead

how much

I wanted this

death and

she came to me

I was so high

flying

as always

without to

notice the sharptrees

trying

to grab me in their

hands, and I fall

fall

fall

down slowly

as light leaf

asleep

deeply

without

memories

just Cold Sun

in the sky