Drops of reality

In the gray sky morning,

With empty head
Going to buy some
Coffee, sugar, salt
toilet paper, soap
From the shop nearby

Looking to the wrinkled
Dark faces, closed hearts
Whispering thoughts,
Staying on the queue
Patiently waiting for
My turn, as in a train
Life is slow and fast

Sometimes running

Waiting for the bus,
Waiting the crowds,
Waiting silently your
Return home …

The usual lunatic
Crossing the streets,
Talking to themselves 
With eyes, that cant see

The usual drunk driver,
The usual crumpled old,
The usual sweet child,
The usual birds in the air,
The usual newspaper man
The usual cherry seller 
The usual emptiness and pain.

We run, drifting as
drops of reality, 
while the sense
And angels are passing by us.
Our hands is full of illusion,
And our souls " hollow
Until the next morning
The life is gone…

Walking again and again

In my rainy sky blue dress,

Looking around, though
My head high in clouds,
I ask myself, in the surface
Of this repeated vanity,
Is that what we call
R e a l i t y?

© nina nour
--- June 014

Oda a mi hermano -2-

You came to my room
late in the night,
I wish I could lock it
And not let you inside,
Your steps were slow
And swift as a tom cat,
Holding a bottle of wine
You sat on my bed,
Just looked at my eyes
And started to cry...
“don`t do this to me,
don’t go, I need you to stay”
I touched your little curls
You took me in your arms.
“I want to tell you....”
“shhhht, don’t talk now,
I need to feel your warmth
And softness, my little sister”
Let me in your heart….
Your lips devoured my skin,
Your body hungrily pressed mine,
“No, my brother, no!”
I`ll take you to the paradise...
“I`m drunk just with smell of you”
can`t stop myself to hug you”
I need just life with you,
Let me taste the sweet juice
Of your little cherry fruit…

There is no one here, my
Sister, we are alone, why
Do you fear..?
I`m just here for you,
Don’t push me away "
Why you are shy? I know
All of you, I saw your body
and hugged your soul…
I`m the only one, who
you will ever touch.

...nina nour 
2 0 1 4

Je t`aime

Why do you want me so much?
What is this magnet inside me?
Where do you dream of me...
And how you love me, if
You we didn’t still meet?

Je t`aime, I just know that!

Where do you want us to go?
Do you want a boy or a girl?
What is your favorite place?
Where do you like us to travel?
Where do you want we to make love?

Je t`aime, I just know that!

Do you dream to be with me,
To be married, husband and wife?
Or do you want me as a lover?
How you imagine me in the nights?
Do you like we go to Hawaii?

Je t`aime, I just know that!

Why you are closed in silence?
Why you feel pain in your shell
But never want with me to share?
Maybe you don’t know I love another?

Love don’t ask questions, and make no rules.
Here or there or in another world,
I want to stay with you, look to you, love you.
Je t`aime, I just know that...

.................
{ © n.nour}
-- 2014.05.

Eva -8-

The sorrow grips my senses

I`m drinking from the poisonous apple,

Now my eyes are suddenly opened for

The new light of the earth, and my mind,

Still dull, expecting punishment of hell.

In my innocence I never knew,

What is that Time, and space, heaven and hell.

Truly I was living in Eden?

My body has tempting curves,

And my skin is so soft,

My hair has the color of wheat…

My eyes seem like mirrors of lake,

Just in this sadness I could notice that!

Oh, Adam, you will adore my new essence

Of woman and Goddess of love!

Since than my price will be

To suffer birth pains and ages

To go, my life is not an endless joy,

But as a lonely flower I`ll grow…

From the knowledge apple seed

Spreads its shining spirit inside me.

-- nour --

August-013

Eva -6-

Eva is looking at him…

Oh, what a strange feeling arose "

His body is naked, and see him now!

Adam : Oh what sweetness in her

Shiny skin, why I feel my body is longing

To embrace her in sin?

Eva : man, don`t look to me like that!

I realize I have a tasty breasts…

I`ll hide from you with nature leaf,

How much you changed, who would believe!

Adam : Oh, woman, just go away from

My sight! As I`m ill from longing to drink

Your juice as a tangerine fruit, dreaming 

to take you in my arms so tight!

Eva : I have to run! here  won`t stay

This star night…

:: nour ::

August-013

Eva -5-

And suddenly…

The darkness in the sky

Thunder once more the

Voice of master

Full of anger, sadness and

Disaster,

“What have you done!

Children of Eden…

Not knowing shame in my

Fantasy realm 

I`ve loved you all the time,

Why this that fruit?

Was for you forbidden 

Did you forget?

Eva : dear master, we are

The one to regret, please forgive us!

No, not forgiveness, but punishment

Forever you will accept!

-- nour --

August-013

Eva -4-

Her gentle naked arm,

With color of the peach,

Stretched in the sun

To the magical fruit of freedom,

in her eyes - curiosity,

on her lips - lust,

on her tongue - desire

to taste the forbidden.

Time and tree were frozen,

No sound, no voice of bird,

No slightest move from above.

-- nour --

August-13

Eva -3-

There is a mystery out there,
Please, come fast Adam!

Where are you lost?

- I`m hidden in the grass,

behind you, following your

every step, like in the past.

-Come here, crazy boy

and see the hypnotizing light

of the tree…

- No! Not this one! Don`t

dare to touch it! Deep sadness

and misfortune are in its leaves.

- But I just can`t resist! did

you listen whisper? Oh, lovely

creature in golden green!

- Don`t dare, against the will

of our Master!

Snake: who is He? Have you

Seen his face delightful?

-never, we just listen to his voice

like thunder in the heavens…

-- nour --

August-013

Dragon 2

When I first know you

your words were like

f i r e, your eyes were

like f i r e, they wanted
to melt me.
When I first know you,
you loved all in me,
you wanted to give me
your energy,
Instead you put me
in flames of your
heart, imprison my
soul fast,
You wanted to eat
every day piece of me
you liked tasting my
fingers of water.


When you first know me,
my words were fountain
of sparkling emotions,
my love was endless well
of Pure water for you,
When you first know me,
I didn`t see you`re Dragon
with red magic skin,
I was a spring of love,
forever flowing to you
embracing gently your

spirit and soul,

coming close to the
core of the fire,
but then...you lost
control, you lost
the sweet music of love,
our melody we have created
was broken,
whoever you are,
my Red Dragon, I still
love you,
Just give me back
my song!

Dragon

The sky was coloured

in dark red, like the



paint of blood,



There was a moon



and cherry clouds



above. I saw him


flying near the ground.



His scarlet red tail



swirling the air around,



Fire streamed from



his mouth,
all forest -burning in flames,



his eyes -attached to me,



without fear, I breathed



hardly, standing alone,



in my scarlet rose dress,



Silently waiting my death,



Silently wishing the rain



to fall from sky



like a saving holly water,



before me fainting...



Red Dragon came closer



to me. His eyes made



from deep fire wells -



I stretched my hands



to touch his hot face,



I was like little tree



from the forest,



in Love burning.

My waves

Lonely waves

come into the shore

of soul,

neglected,

abandoned

forbidden fruit

of the heart -

heart with the

shape of strawberry,

heart of loneliness

my waves striving

just to You,

to your

lonely shores

dark dusk around

no stars

just sound of your

waves,

in color of blood

your blood

on me,

My body is

sacrificed

into your waves

your endless sea

of pain                                               

your endless hug

reaching back to me                     

again and

again and

again....

emptiness

eternity,

Holiness

Poem

My desire
for you -
in my hair,
so soft and wet,
in my eyes,
so full
of lights
and strong,
in my lips,
so red
and sweet
like untouched
longing fruit,
My desire is silent,
without voice,
keep inside
the down,
darkness
of the night;

It`s not waiting
full of loneliness
and joy...