Sunday 7 December 2014

Bhai -2- भाई

Give me just one innocent touch,

My lovely sister of compassion "
I just need your blushed cheeks
Like an apple in time of harvest
To caress them as the feather
Fondled by gentle wind,
Don’t step back, don’t go away!
Leave me just a little innocent kiss
My lovely sister of memories,
to refresh my blurred senses
to feel the warm sun of your heart.
Leave me just an innocent kiss
On your honey lips,
Kissed so many times by your lover
To melt in your sweet nectar
Endlessly longing for your look,
My lovely sister of childhood,
To hold you in an innocent hug
As I`m your bhai from land of sugar cane
Where the vast lakes merge with horizon...
I want only that from you,
Is my desire not innocent?

© n.nour
November
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Bhai, भाई

We are both not from this world,
my brother of fate, my bhai
my heart roaming high in the angel purple down,
your eyes looking piercingly to discover mine
your world is there, but both we are in the same side
the same universe and sorrow of life, we are two birds
in cage and wanting to fly, while our wings are bleeding
my lips reflecting your thirst and need to have me,
my cheeks with sign of blush adored by you as the sun,
your cage is there, but we both are in the same side...
Melting in my look, sweet pain of desire in you, 
igniting the fire and love, I`m the last saved bird 
with white feathers of light, yet still closed 

when you`ll take me from here, my bhai of fate? 

© n.nour
november 


Poor dreamer -2-

You`ll beg me on your knees
as beggar in front of statue of ice
you`ll have tears in your eyes,
even senseless, even so weak…
and then I`ll stretch my hand
of loveless fingers and cold
and will wrap my white dress
around you, and make you my slave.

© n.nour
November


Poor dreamer

I`m a colorful snake,
Wrapped around your neck
You`ll suffocate, no grasp of breath
Why you didn’t understand
When you see me so innocent
Like a little butterfly roaming high…
I`m not like that, I just drink your love
Until your blood is gone and fade away..
I want to drink all you, please don’t mistake
I don’t love you…and never will belong to you
As I`m for my brother and myself.
I`m not a girl, but water serpent…
With me you play a dangerous game
With no end for your addiction
And long ago, my heart was frozen.
The more you come closer, the more
Your close to death, you poor dreamer!

© n.nour
november


Milky Sky -2-

The home grown chrysanthemum
Wilted " it was dry from the air and sun
Birds coming to my balcony are gone,
I lived in other times and spaces "
When I look to mirror, I recognize
One little girl from porcelain.

© n.nour
november


Meditation -5-

Sun is burning fire
When you come too close
The heat is a red core
Your blood can run
So fast through days
Until the rain comes
And wash your fears away.

© n.nour
november


Meditation -4-

From the sky above
Like feathers light fall
The tears of angels
In all harmony and love
They protect us from danger,
to be with white soul,
to see the signs of flood
to know the time comes
and fly away from home. 

© n.nour
November


Meditation -3-

We are pearls of the earth
In the eyes of Creator,
Keep your heart open
Keep your eyes clean,
Keep your soul shining
So you`ll soar in after time.

© n.nour
........Oct.


Meditation -2-

Listen to the voice of morning bells
Closer the reality is clinging,
Sweeter is the fresh morning air
When I wake up next to my beloved.

© n. nour
October -014


Meditation -1-

Wake up with the morning sun
Glowing peace of orange light,
Let the dark clouds disperse
In the hopeful daffodils sight. 

© n. nour 
October- 014


Hazelnut hair -1-

The long way of my hair
Creeping and craving
Around your body,
Wrapping around your
Waist tightly, slowly,
Spiraling around your
Chest helplessly, growing
The long way of my hair
Entangled into your nerves
Into your veins, arteries
My long red hair with scent
Of hazelnuts, roses and amber
Interlaced in your heart,

into your memories forever...
like the hair of “Water serpent”.

© nina nour
.....11.09.014


Moon

The orbit of your face
Shimmering with light

Sun is your soul mate
the turquoise cold smile,

the moon winds blow
waving your silver gown
made of silk and tulle,

bride of the night,
stars are your crown

I love to look at you
In the summer breeze
when I`m all alone. 

© nina nour 
.....11.09.014


Red earth

We all are children of the deserts
the orange shining sun of hope, 
hopeful eyes in a hopeless land
drawn in misery of bitter life.
There in African vast dry sands,
there in the jungle of elephants 
waterfalls are just in dreams 
But we all are there, with them 
so vulnerable, confused, alone-
brown bodies without bones, 
We are like fish in the river thrown 
Struggling in labyrinth of mistakes,
our aims are so near and far away,
Glittering in the deserts moon light 
all we want is little place of peace,
we want just to live in our land, 
not to be dying every day, foreigners 
of ourselves, red-faced, blood handed.

n.nour --
October 014


My Blood -1-

We are all blood 
in the caves of 
our sacred bodies
hidden universe 
whispering in red 
and white colors.

our stars entwined 
shining, screaming 
inside of the blood
together with -
chromosomes
liver and lung, 
solar plexus and 
stomach, whole 
solar system, veins 
nerves, blood cells
painted in red, 
white leukocytes 
mixed together 
sugar, salt, iron
magnesium and zinc;
vitamins, molecules 
floating slowly 
in the organic ocean
We are moving
whispering universe 
inside, Poetry of the
heart. 

......Sept. 2014


Reflections

Illusions of the universe 
seem endless, hopeless 
dedicated to a galaxy 
without limits, no sense 
in the eyes of creation -
Illusion of our space,
our black hole, our stars
our Sun system, our science 
Illusion of mind, life, death 
of love and existence 
duplication of experiments, 
world inside another world -
all is a mirror reflecting 
other mirror, in which light 
you see another mirror, 
in which light you see 
another mirror, ......
where finally the last
is your own reflection.
Face with just eyes 
that don`t see the truth 
mouth that can`t speak.
Self- creation.




Oleander

Oleander is my name,

I forgot when I was born

Forgetfulness possesses me
And sadness embrace me
As a loving friend,
I always dress in white-
My chalice is slightly open
For the rain, the wind
And silenced space,
The sound of train
Passing through the valley
I can hear as a song refrain
I`m alone, but loneliness
is joy for me, it raises my senses
my energy is clean, I have all the time
in the world to think, to see,
to listen, understand, the depths of all
until the emptiness of dream covers me.



Confucius

“Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart.” 
― Confucius

Protect your heart from pain, 
soon joy will come to you,
but you cant restrain it from love
your heart will broke as porcelain
but then feel it again-
with source of hope....





Hael

Her skin so white
As made of porcelain
She had little freckles
Around her nose,
Her hair was with color
Of red melted cooper,
The only you could see
Her eyes melancholy
In foggy rainy days "

As today she stood alone
Looking from the balcony
Of her little mirrored home,
She felt the hiding storm
Rain drops falling intensely
on her little chrysanthemums
her hands- stretched to touch
the falling water,
but then it came the hailstorm
just in seconds - in the moment
he came in her life to broke it,
A man without a face,
With sunken heart in chest
He called her name , Hael,
What are you doing here??
He was drunk or just so cruel
with face as if of broken clay,
he took her as a doll in arms,
his hands radiating aggression
pain and fight, he was a dark ghost
made of only fire of the hell,
when he slapped her gentle face
he pulled her hair and tore her
clothes…No cream, just a sound
of broken porcelain,
outside it merges with
the sound of thunder
inside with broken soul,
a chrysanthemum, smashed
by the cruelty of hails,
Her eyes silent with emptiness
The sky full of tears and sad,
The man was drunk or maybe crazy
Or maybe he was just sadistic "
The storm of his concrete hands
His heavy Frankenstein corpus
He was already on another side,
No sun was flashing in his sight…
The beast of darkness, full of anger.

In the middle of the darkness
A beam of light shone through
The lovely Hael with reddish hair
Just sighed and fainted "
Little red drops on the canvas
Of her life. Blood spots on
The pure white of her soul.
But the last sun rays 
brought her back the hope.

© nina nour
...July 014


Hiding in White

Now I see you through the mist

Floating on the quite lake,

Your shape is changing "
Your silhouette is curving,
Merging with the ether,
I`m in my water-lily-boat
Wet silver sparkling wings
I see you going far away
Away, away with puff of wind,
I see nothing but your eyes
As wholes on the empty canvas
Your eyes full of flames and hatred
Full of lost love and pain,
My heart is full of dust,
I cant speak up or even shout
You are there, on another shore
I wanted you to stay, but
You are now lost " in the mirror
Of our past, our love bleeds
And remains. 





Hiding in Blue

In the depths of your heart
I`m swimming peacefully
Ocean waves, deep blue shades
Embrace me, sooth me, diving
In a water circles of your love,
Green and dark blue, azure
Horizon of your stretched arms
Blue and turquoise,
We are entwined like two plants
Water lilies roots,
Swimming naked
Hiding myself inside you.

nia nour 
...June 014