Hiding in Red

Hiding behind 
my thoughts, 
my veil, 
my religion, 
my morality, 
my duties, 
your back 
I`ll never 
find you. 

Hiding behind 
your love, 
your jealousy 
your dominion, 
your obsession 
your longing, 
your aggression 
your stare ... 

Hiding behind 
my lies, 
my proud 
my sorrow, 
my indecision 
my volatility 
my femininity 
I`ll never 
find myself. 

 n. nour *
....June 014